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Continue reading →: Recovery from a Bad Day
Yesterday was a bad day. After many attempts at trying to convince myself otherwise, I have come to terms with the fact that the company I work for does not align with my core values, and that its past time I do something about it. I spent the entire day…
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Continue reading →: Giving Up Is The Win
It is currently 4:08 AM and I have been awake for 2 hours and 8 minutes exactly. In that time, I have tossed and turned about 100 times, I have prayed that sleep would return. I have grabbed my phone and looked at instagram for about 30 minutes to make…
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Continue reading →: The Body Needs Quiet
I am lucky enough to work from home. Which means most of the time (99.5%) I can wear whatever I want to work – and for the times that I have to dress somewhat professionally, I can throw a turtleneck sweater over my tshirt/pajama top/tank and drag a comb through…
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Continue reading →: The Antidote
I have been living with burnout now for almost 2 months. Well burnout coupled with cPTSD. I have basically withdrawn completely from life -social and otherwise. I have cut my teaching way back – from 25 hours a week, to 8 1/2 hours a week. I have shown up to…
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Continue reading →: Be the Salmon!
On the last day of 2025, I did a meditation with my group, about beginning the new year by letting go of the pain and stress of 2025. It worked. During the 30 minute session, I had a vision that the upcoming spring would be watercolour like. Muted, watery, colourful,…
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Continue reading →: Muffin Therapy
Last night, I had quite an intensive session with my therapist. I wont be sharing the gory details here, but the topics of conversation were: spiritual death, spiritual awakening and its toll on relationships (all of them), ghosts, abuse, and the reframing of my childhood. Right when we were smack…
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Continue reading →: A Manifesto
I just returned from a creativemornings meeting. Those who know me best, know how much I love these meetings. These events make me feel like I can breathe, when I have been digging myself out of a cell for the last 30 days (in a period where I am struggling…
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Continue reading →: Supporting Friends Is Self Care
Last night, I had the opportunity to support a very good friend (via livestream, because I live far away), as she shined in the lead role as Madame Flora aka Baba, in the Saskatoon Symphony Orchestra’s production of The Medium by Gina Carlo Menotti. I think that most people feel…
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Continue reading →: I am a Time Lord
It’s taken me awhile, six months or so, to figure out a hidden benefit of a self care practice. The more I prioritize myself, my healing, and my own self love and care, the more time I have. I am no longer rushing around trying to get things done. I…
